I do not mind spending hours, watching mindless television. Any thought of spending ten minutes on typing this out, is downed by voices inside of me that positively push towards the goal of procrastination.
Why is that I prefer to watch dumb TV over other stuff? Also, completely unrelated, when I type this out, should I be honest with my thoughts or just talk about stuff that don't really matter? Finding your own path is not an easy task.
I guess, that's the problem with having to make decisions for yourself. You have to weigh the pros and cons, and ultimately, you end up in a state of indecisiveness. Is that why religion and society are able to dominate us? Because it scares. New territory is scary stuff, I guess. But how do you break out from this cocoon of comfort?
I hope I find this out, eventually. And these self-help books, who does this even work for? I tried reading one, and it is now 600 kms away from me, with the bill as the bookmark, in the first few pages.
I keep looking at the time remaining to type away, committing a few minutes to this, seems to be a difficult task.
What changed?
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